they all mean nothing without you.
It’s scary how detached I feel.
All of my awards,
pinned to the wall, for me to see and cheer up when I’m having a bad day,
only make me feel more frustrated and anxious and useless.
Because without you,
I just don’t feel right.
They mean so little to me now that you’re not around.
I never cared if they thought I was smart or talented.
I just wanted you to think those things.
So the awards mean nothing at all.