frustration

frustration

I probably just need sleep

and to clean my room

do my homework.

It’s the things we need to do that

we should do,

not the things that we did but

we shouldn’t have.

sometimes I just wish

I could dissolve into a puddle

and not exist for 10 minutes

and recover while in my liquid form.

No I am firmly solid

rigid and oddly shaped,

not accommodating and

will not conform to the shapes you want me to.

it’s the things we need to do that

we should do,

not the things that we did but

we shouldn’t have.

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frustration

frustration

It’s just prom,

he said.

Why is it so important to you?

You went last year!

I chuckle at his frustration,

but I want to ring his neck,

and I’m not even the girl he’s talking to.

How do I always end up in the middle of these quarrels?

Why do I always have such success in finding them solutions,

yet with my own life,

Everything refuses to go into motion,

and the quarrels were in constant rotation.

They are still arguing,

so now it’s time for me to try to make them understand.

all of the awards on the wall.

all of the awards on the wall.

they all

they all

they all mean nothing without you.

It’s scary how detached I feel.

All of my awards,

pinned to the wall, for me to see and cheer up when I’m having a bad day,

only make me feel more frustrated and anxious and useless.

Because without you,

I just don’t feel right.

Sorry.

Getting emotional.

They mean so little to me now that you’re not around.

I never cared if they thought I was smart or talented.

I just wanted you to think those things.

So the awards mean nothing at all.